Sunday, June 5, 2011


I have been struggling with what it means to make decisions in this life; real adult decisions that no one else can make for me. Every decision that I make seems heavy, even the little seemingly unimportant decisions.

How does God redeem the bad decisions I make?

I do not feel like I am carrying the weight of the world and then again I do.

So I have trust and I have faith.
I do not have religion but I have Jesus.
In my decision making and my disappointments with myself God redeems.
I trust and He redeems, two way street.

I do not understand the vast ocean that is our God. How does he do that? How does He redeem THIS?